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but i don't feel like they are mine

that I can’t relate to, iirc

@Skyler

(@Oragamal) - jump doesn’t mean it’s too unusual though That’s just my own experience

10:45 PM

oh ick tupper replies

that always happened but now it feels "stronger"

that's good

is it?

so it's literally "someone slept and i woke up " except the conscious isnt actually separated of course, its just a ilusion

10:46 PM

but i can see his memories if i want to

10:46 PM

i remember what happened today

10:46 PM

consciousness*

10:47 PM

before it just felt like we become someone else

10:48 PM

the soc is the same but we feel more separated so i feel like i woke up when my identity is the one controlling the body

We honestly would prefer more separated switches like that, since our original host is so often frontstuck.

10:54 PM

For her sake and ours.

are you sure you are frontstuck?

10:58 PM

we thought the host was too

10:58 PM

but there's more than one type of switching

She's typically in front regardless of whether someone else is switched in with her or not.

11:04 PM

We switch, but rarely as separately as we'd like.

jealous

11:08 PM

i have full blackouts most of the time, but less so nowadays

Ah.

11:08 PM

Honestly, our system would be more stable if we allowed her to have more breaks. She's trying her best, but some of us are better equipped for this.

I would like a break.

Our switches feel most distinct when we're very stressed out. I'd like to replicate how that feels, minus the stress part.

11:11 PM

Hence why I've stated previously that trying periods of very controlled and intentional dissociation might help that.

i would swap amnesia barriers and blackout switching with no hesitation with anyone who wants it to be honest

Honestly, understandable.

KiTTiKaTTy( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧

i would swap amnesia barriers and blackout switching with no hesitation with anyone who wants it to be honest

lol

you want them destin?

No please

Too late.

do i have did now? (edited)

Expect your amnesia in 5-7 business days

don't even bother expecting, you will forget

Forget you have amnesia until you remember you have amnesia

ive been remembering a lot of stuff lately i dont want to forget! KITKAT TAKE IT BACK

11:19 PM

KITKAT ITS YOURS

thank you

for what?

i forgot

me too

We have memory issues, but not related to our plurality.

i would insert a kirby i forgor meme here but tewi would get mad

I attribute it to untreated ADHD or something.

i have treated ADHD and still have memory issues... Treatment doesnt solve that...

Mhm, it's a process.

Tell me that...

What I was saying is that it's likely worse than if I received treatment for it.

There is no really "treatment" for it unless you want the stimulants

We're planning on trying to find a therapist when we're more financially independent, and the like.

you just learn to deal with it

yeah plurality memory issues come from the fact that your other parts have access to other memories i have a good memory, just different parts of me remember them

We wouldn't mind being medicated for it, but it would just be nice to talk about it with someone, and to learn better coping mechanisms. We've needed a therapist for years, so it's more than treating our attention span issues.

ME WANT TULPA

11:25 PM

HOW ME GET TULPA?!?

KiTTiKaTTy( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧

yeah plurality memory issues come from the fact that your other parts have access to other memories i have a good memory, just different parts of me remember them

there is only one part of me remembering just 10% of what happened during the day

So far, we cope with it relatively well, but it would be nice to have someone to discuss tips tailored specifically to our experience and our functionality, if that makes sense

HOW ME GET TULPA?!?

@Ludvig - jump you want to buy one?

11:26 PM

i have a few for sale

11:26 PM

non fungible tulpas

HOW MUCH MONEIS

5btc

Ludvig

HOW ME GET TULPA?!?

you just have to lie to yourself

I DONT HAVE BTC

I can make one, and then sell one to you

fair enough, 10bucks

Ludvig

I DONT HAVE BTC

i accept monero and eth too

I need the coin

I CAN GIVE YOU 5 DOGCOINS

no doge

YES

finally a dog paying with dogecoin

Desting 😎 (Con Cat)-(おひたし、お浸し)

you just have to lie to yourself

LIE?

11:27 PM

WHY WOULD I LIE TO MYSELF THATS MEAN

like everyone else here

I like to pretend im happy and functional, for example.

I DONT LIKE THE WORD LYING

I wouldn’t call it lying exactly But making a tulpa relies on belief quite a lot

Atlas || M&M

I like to pretend im happy and functional, for example.

Thats a good thing to do!

SKYLER PLEASE HELP ME

11:28 PM

ME WANT TULPA

:nh_screaming:

Skyler 🐉

I wouldn’t call it lying exactly But making a tulpa relies on belief quite a lot

im joking

Tulpamancy Satire

OKAY I CAN BELIEVE

its in reference to a conversation ludvig had in which they called us all compulsive liers

GUYS HELP ME I DONT HAVE BIT COINS AND I WANT TULPA

I can tell you how to be plural

I DONT LIKE THE WORD LYING

@Ludvig - jump words can't lie, silly

GO AWAY DIRTY TROLL!!!

11:29 PM

@KiTkAT( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧/jk

I'M NOT TROLLING

Step one: Be some guy Step two: Be multiple guys

WORDS CAN'T LIE

Thays literally how it is.

Atlas || M&M

Step one: Be some guy Step two: Be multiple guys

I AM A GUY

Atlas || M&M

Step one: Be some guy Step two: Be multiple guys

best tulpamancy guide out there

HOW DO I BE MORE GUYS

11:29 PM

AND IS THAT GAY?